M i s s b o o h a z e l*

*Sinful Indulgences of Her Soul.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Am i a bad friend ?

A certain someone that i got to know online has been going through some emotional outbreak or maybe mid-life crisis or whatever. All i know is that he has been going through some rough times. But who is there to judge his life right ? To tell him what is wrong or what is right. To let him know that this wall he is building around him is too strong to be tear down if he doesn't bother to try at all. His life isn't all that bad. He lives and studies abroad but he said that his parents or whosoever looks down on him. In my opinion, so what ? Just a couple of fucking lame insults gets you down just like that ? What are you some kind of person that just don't have that kind of strength to live life as it is ? Why don't you have that kind of strength ? When did you realise that ? How old are you ? 90 ? Come on you're 21. (Even if i got that wrong doesn't matter because i know you're only in your 20's)

I know there are times where you felt that you had no *real* friends. I guess at one point in life everyone goes through that kinda phase. Its just a fucking phase. You'll get by eventually. You want everything in life to be yours truly but seriously does life always gives you what you ? No. And eventually everyone lives.

Think and live with it. Stop living in your delusional state or pretending that you're pitiful because in my opinion you're not pitiful. At all. You're just plain saddistic.

Lastly, i am sorry because i *sorta* scream at you (i dunno how that works since we only talked online) and told you that all you needed is some hope. And yeah thanks for telling me that there is no hope only false hopes. And also by telling me that if you died tomorrow i wouldn't know or care because i'm only your virtual friend. Yeah i am ONLY you're virtual friend but you know what ? I am glad that its this way because if i was not your virtual friend i'd give you one tight slap across your face to let you come back to reality.

Yeah, crude and such a bitch right ? Whatever i don't care at all. It's not like you'd listened to me anyways.
Sometimes i think you just have to be bad to be good.

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